Unsure..

I've been told some horrible information about people I know in the last few days...
I wont repeat it because nothing but shit will come from it.
It wont make anything better, just worse for a little while then back to normal so really there's no point in hurting people's feelings and proving myself un-trustworthy.
WHY did you choose to unleash it on me?
I don't want to know about it!

I've been home sick with tonsillitis for the last two days.
I don't really like being alone...it's boring and even though it's only while the housemates or friends are at work, I start to feel sorry for myself.
Why am I so lame?!
It also gives me time to think about all the stupid things I've said and done.
Fuck.
No wonder I'm single.
No wonder I never hear from boys again.
You know how Windows sometimes pops up and asks you to allow something to happen, yeah I need one of those things attached to my mouth.
It would help in pretty much every aspect of my life.

Hmmm I really need to get fit.
I need some motivation.
I need an exercise buddy who is going to make me work out.
I need some self control.

I also need to stop procrastinating..
I have 3 items of clothes staring at me right now that I have been repairing since yesterday and today.
They're all tacked and pinned yet I haven't taken my machine out of its box.

Moving back to Penrith on the 31st.
I'm looking forward to having some money.

Back to reality tomorrow.