Saturday, August 7, 2010

Not going to lie...feeling kinda left out right at this moment.
I was meant to go away with John, Amy, Jess, Grant, Cathy and a few others but decided I shouldn't spend my London savings on weekends away when I haven't started my new job yet.
Jaimee-Lee is visiting the parentals in the suburbs for the night and since I usually spend all weekend with the abovrmentioned people, I'm feeling kinda lonely :(

Working on the door was fun last night, except for that ANNOYING guy Jake.
Buddy, I don't know you and I don't have a mutual attraction to you, please stop slobbering on me everytime I see you!

Worked on pop up fashion shows all day today.
So many itty bitty titties!

Haven't heard from Richard in over a week.
Surely he has 1 min to send me a reply text message?
Whatever then.

Monday, August 2, 2010

Motivation proclamation

I'm so disappointed in myself...I just realised that I have not loaded any of my Good Charlotte, New Found Glory or MXPX collection onto my iPod.
What a pop punk fail.

I've accepted a position in a salon currently being furbished in a big mall in Parramatta.
I'm due to start August 28th, the wait is killing me.
Colour and product training session on Wednesday, doing hair for Myer Fashion shows on the 7th and 20th..
Slowly I'll get busy again.

I'm really looking forward to having a wage and joining the gym.
I need my routine back...sleeping-in till noon is in no way productive nor is it good for my diet to not be eating proper meals at the appropriate meal times.
I feel so sluggish and yuk.
Eww

The result of course has been a dip in my health and I have made an appointment with my specialist.
An appointment with the specialist always results in being checked into the hospital.
Drats.

Detoxing starts tomorrow.
No carbs, alcohol or sugar.
Will be fine, lack of coffee and sugar will be hard but I just need to be organised and make sure I have all my meals and snacks sorted.

Doing the rounds with the parents to their respective specialists tomorrow.
Hopefully their will be some good answers.

Miss a certain someone.
Not sure what he feels though, he say's he misses me but then I don't hear from him for over a week.
I guess he could be busy...just feels very hot and cold and uncertain.
I just wish I was better, finished with my course/training and had the money to move over to London so I could start fresh.

In such a plateau at the moment.

Monday, July 5, 2010

Have entered my 2nd week of unemployment..

Everyone keeps telling me to not get down on myself and to use the time off I have to get stuff I need done.
Easier said than done!!

There isn't much work going at the moment...I don't know what to do :(
I'm not in desperate of money.
I don't have to pay rent and I don't exactly have any debts that HAVE to be paid, but I can't save at all which means London is getting pushed back further :(

I had an appointment with an employment agency yesterday and my 'Employement Consultant' Daniela was a hairdresser.
By the sounds of it she had a horrible boss and a really, really shit apprenticeship but she told me that I should see if Paul (old boss) would sign me off on my apprenticeship, to do the Cert 4 in Hairdressing at Tafe and to work part time hairdressing and in an office to get my experience up while still earning money.
But I don't know what to do!!
Should I have got myself signed off earlier?
I just don't see why it all has to be so friggen difficult!

Shoot on Saturday was soooooo cold!
I don't know how the model did it...the stylists had the worst taste and it wasn't really anything that covered much.
Poor girl.
Can't wait to see the photo's though!
I stripped Melanie's hair the other night.
She wants to go back to being blonde.
She's strawberry blonde at the moment and it's very, very cute colour on her if I don't say so myself!

Fixing Nicci's hair tonight...this will be fun.
Do not bleach your own hair at home kids!

Cutting & colouring Dans hair tomorrow night.
There is no rest for the wicked!

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Better late than never, right?
Apparently not...

Don't I feel like a idiot.

Happy 26th Birthday Alexia!!

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Men, they want me because I'm a warrior.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Looking for work when there isn't much around is hard.
And it's really fucking annoying to have done work for someone in return for photo's and to have to constantly ask for them.

Really over everything always being difficult for me.
For once, why the fuck can't something work in my favour.
Just once.
Is that so much to ask?

Monday, June 14, 2010

Who would have thought being sad would be so tiring.
Can't believe how much I've slept in the last few days.

Looking for a new job, don't like mine anymore.
I hate seeing mum sick :(
It's so cold at the moment, I don't know how I'm going to survive in London!

I hope everything changes for the better soon.